Angie

Man, what was that?

A brush of breath there, you know?

It was safety, comfort, and...

Just being able to relax and sleep without being worried of I had to look behind my back or anything like that.

I was safe in a place on a bed, stretched out fully, not in a car, you know.

And I was just secure, you know, safe.

Yeah, absolutely.

I think it shaped my whole history of relationships because I had never experienced that until I did.

And then when I did, it did such damage that I felt that's all I deserve because I ended up believing what the person was telling me.

I mean, we can say that since I was like five, really, you know, if we want to get into it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That was mistreatment, you know, sexual abuse.

That's mistreatment, right?

Yes.

So that's the first time I actually experienced it.

But when I became conscious and aware and a willing participant to the relationship, that was when I was like 21.

Yeah.

100%.

Since there was so much objectification and sexualization when I was a child, it...