Anne
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Podcast Appearances
But I think that the outward things that troubled him, you know, or just choices I made drinking bothered him.
Um, lack of taking a, being a good steward of my body, as you say, bothered him those and, and bothered me.
And so I've really made those a habit and I've just reaped the benefits of that.
Um,
And I believe myself to be a good employee, a good sister, a good friend, a good mother, a good wife.
I'm very proud of myself and I love me.
That's been hard.
I've always had trouble accepting help.
I know.
Yeah, I'm a good performer.
Yeah, I'd say maybe not.
Nobody until this call knew that I had an inner voice that cursed at me and belittled me
Nobody knew that.
He does need a path.
I am working on that, trying to be... I not expect him to read my mind, which I learned from you.
I figured it was like Frida Kahlo saying, if I had to ask for it, I guess I didn't want it anyway.
Right.
How wrong I was.
So I'm working on that.
So I'll continue that.