Ariana Madix

Listen, I've seen people online be like, she wasn't perfect.

Well, obviously.

Who is?

She's not innocent.

Okay, I don't have to be.

I was very much a committed partner in this relationship.

Faults, what is it?

Warts and all.

I was very much committed and I feel like I was doing my absolute best as a partner.

But I don't think I would do anything differently just because I feel like

All I can do is my best and whether my best was good enough or not for anyone.

That's what it was.

And I feel like.

Yeah, I could have been less trusting.

I could have been more paranoid or I could have been I could have followed or I could have bought pens and batteries or whatever.

But ultimately, I think that if I go back and try to, like, change all the things that I would have, could have, should have, I mean, I would never stop.

It's hard to say in this moment, because there was a plan.

Still together, I almost think no, given that I know about this plan now.

The plan was, I think, to end the relationship under the guise of that Valentine's Day conversation.

for that to eventually stick eventually that would be the that was the end game to break up with me without any mention of any sort of affair or cheating or anything whether that was pre reunion or not or pre going to film winter house or not and then you know