Ariana Madix

go about whatever, and then they would just start dating.

Yep.

But the narrative that he was the victim in our relationship or that I was just, I just suck.

So would have already been planted.

I think that was part of like a, there was a master plan.

I know I'm actually like there was at one point, I think it's him or Schwartz had said to me at one point, like, I'm so sorry that you found out this way.

And I was like, I'm so glad that I found out this way, because if I had found out the way that y'all had planned.

it are like are you kidding like it would have been i would have been just a cog in the machine of of this whole narrative this whole thing do you ever think back to like that night with the phone and you're like thank god

yeah and I also think what the what was it it felt like like a beam like I hate to say a lightning bolt no literally but it really truly felt like a lightning bolt of do this right now and it's like I don't know that's why I say like it felt like some sort of divine intervention because like

And I'm and I'm not like I don't really believe in God.

Right.

Like I don't I'm not a religious person by any means.

There is something that just went like something went off.

And it's so weird because I don't know how to describe it because like so many other times I would have been I could have.

He even asked me that.

He was like, why didn't you go through my phone?

You know, when I was sleeping or whatever.

And I'm like, because I just didn't ever want to do that and be sneaky like that.

Like, I don't want to be sneaky.

And that makes me feel sneaky.