Ariana Madix

i'm so proud of you i knew that's hard that's but i knew even even if it was just a breakup i knew i was gonna go no contact how did you know that i just felt it in my gut that that was like the way to go and like in the past i had not done that with other relationships yeah and then like i've been on tiktok a lot the last like three years and i would see stuff about that and i was like okay i think that that's like in this situation that's what i would have to do yeah and i

I think that that was you know part of what was like oh I don't know the troubling to him or something what that you wouldn't speak to him

Yeah, I think the setting of boundaries has been... Oh.

You know.

Well, and you saw him at Lisa's breaking, like... I don't know if it was real or not, honestly.

I felt a little bit like a performance, to be honest.

But then also, of course, I'm going to be jaded because...

I don't trust.

Right.

And we have.

And he had just yelled at me.

And then the day after he yelled at me again after the Rachel scene.

So, you know, it's hard to say.

But that being said, the biggest thing that he was upset about in that moment was that he doesn't get to have another conversation with me.

Because I'd said, you don't get another one.

Say what you need to say now because we won't be doing that.

And by the way, my friend Meredith and my other friends, she's the Capricorn queen of my dreams.

She made a spreadsheet that was like, who's going to be staying with me what night?

I did not stay alone for weeks.

And even after I went...