Ashley Roberts

It's consistent, it's kind, it's thoughtful, it's romantic, it's my nervous system.

And honestly, I swear to you, Jamie, it's because I've been doing this work.

I swear, because...

there's just been a shift even my my friends my closest friends i said you know i've got my close circle like they're like ash like you're different like something's different and when you again have a shift in perspective right how you operate in life then shows up differently and that sort of because you can react differently you you you process things differently self-awareness of i mean also that you know i've gotten older but my boyfriend's you know

younger than me and I was like first of all I was like no we'll have you know this is fun but like not gonna go anywhere serious but actually the kind of human that he is I was like oh that like my nervous system around you is really calm wow you're consistent transparent um

just a beautiful human and i was like i want to i want to lean into that instead of the other relationships that sparked up something that was probably what was more familiar to me um as considered love you know did you find in some relate when relationships seem to be hectic and chaotic and dramatic and fiery and that you're like oh that this is what it should be like this is what a relationship should be like

Oh, yeah.

All the chemicals be going off the bells, the whistles.

Yeah, but in a sense, it's not boring because we laugh and we have a good time and we're creative together.

And there's so many other beautiful nuggets that come with it.

So, yeah.

And I honestly am like, when I did lean into him, I was like...

well, you know, not physically, or maybe physically, you know, all the lanes.

I patted myself on the back because I was like... During it, you went... Yeah, I was like... That was good.

He's 17 years younger than me.

Let's go.

But look at Bradley Cooper and Gigi Hadid, 20 years, nobody even bats an eyelid.

I, in the beginning, was a bit like, ooh, I don't know about this.

But again, it was like the kind of person and human that he is where I was like, I'm

I've dated loads of guys my age and older, and they be acting like 13-year-olds.