Ashley Salazar

Yeah, it's it's it's pretty good.

And I feel like I'm super blessed for that.

It's, it's good.

Um, he'll like text her.

I'll be like, don't blow her up.

Like she's a teenager.

Like she's going to get annoyed.

Um, but she'll like, we're in like a group text and, um,

like with his little iPad, he'll send stuff and he's just like, so open, just like, you know, like,

comfortable around her like when she was staying here like they like he like hopped into the bed too like we're all there and she's like oh like you know just like sarcastically like like haha but um because he's just like so extra but but no it's really good um I think that or not I think but he gets really sad um about like I wish that she lived with us and she he asked a lot of questions I don't really like

ask him a lot like how he's feeling i wait for him to come to me and like ask those types of questions and i i mean i answer them fully and um well and at that point like i'll talk to him about like his feelings and things like that and i think he's just like also because he and his dad and i aren't together so that's like another layer and he's like well why not and you know i miss her and things like that

Yeah, I didn't even think about that.

Yeah.

And then you start like, I don't know, for me at least, I don't want to say regrets, but like, man, like this could have been different.

Like I could have done it.

you know it's it's because it's unknown we don't know so of course in our mind we're going to ask ourselves like how would my life look if it was different and i think it's normal and that's why i love talking y'all because i don't really have like anyone that i know that's gone through this and like nobody especially like going through it like like with mtv and that whole experience so like this is such a like very unique situation and

I know y'all situation is different.

But yeah, like that's why it's so helpful to hear from y'all.

It's like, okay, like I'm not crazy.

Like this is like normal stuff.