Ashley Salazar

No, a hundred percent.

I, I definitely did.

I don't think that I ever like attributed it to, um, the adoption, but I guess that is something like I probably should look into.

I just thought like, okay, it's just postpartum depression.

I don't think I ever linked it that way because, um, at least I don't think so.

Look at, but I mean, I probably did to be honest, but like when, when like different like emotions come up, it is like, wow, like y'all are so alike.

Like

I get sad because, like, I miss her and things like that.

But when he was younger, I know that there were feelings of, wow, like I said earlier, like, I could have done this.

Like, now that I have the chance to, like, raise him or, like, have a baby, like, from birth to, like, through all the stages.

I don't know if that makes sense.

No, it does.

I guess I haven't thought that deep into it.

But, like, that makes sense to me.

Like, wow, okay, maybe something that should happen.

crisis situation definitely um so yeah i mean i did struggle very very very very hard with my mental health um but again i just thought that it was like postpartum depression and it's funny like i'm sure if my mom listens to this because she does this all the time she's like um ashley don't you remember like this this and this of course like you should have told them like you did struggle and you were like oh like you know struggled about like not having cali at that time but

she'll say, don't you remember like while we were filming or don't you remember like when you had Phoenix, it's my son.

And I'm like, no, like I don't remember that at all.

So, I mean, it is very possible.

Um, but that's such a good point for them to say like, Oh, like you, you didn't want her, you know, you didn't want your child, but I had to get off of a lot of the like support groups that were like, weren't supportive at all.