Ashley Salazar

I'm going to go to New York.

And like a lot of the like, um, crew from MTV is from New York.

So we're like, okay, we'll buy you out there.

We're going to shoot some stuff out there.

You can visit some schools.

And, um, so I was like, wow, this is great.

So I was just kind of like escaping, but then like, it was just like,

totally wrong decision at the time.

And I think for me, yeah, it was like, nobody can relate to what I'm going through.

And I still was like making friends and going out, but I think I was just like partying a lot and like, just, I don't know.

It was all blur.

So.

Well, I think just trying to like protect yourself.

And just like,

do whatever to like not think about it and just like well you know what going to new york is gonna help like of all places like i'm from texas like i just thought it was cool completely different yeah no yeah do you feel do you feel like you had enough support though after relinquishing do you feel you had enough support like just i mean in general like therapy wise so community uh parents um anyone

I don't think so.

Like, no offense to my mom.

I just don't think that she like, didn't know how to support me.

And I wasn't really big on therapy or counseling up until like the last, like, I don't know, 10 or so years, maybe like five years.

I don't know the last few years.