Ashley Salazar

Like I went inconsistently, but the last few years I've been going, um, regularly, um,

So I don't think I ever really thought about going to counseling or anything like that, maybe off and on.

But I just, I don't, I think even to this day, like, I don't think anyone knows how to really support me.

I don't even sometimes know how to support me, so.

And that's, yeah, that's like what my mom says.

She's like, I just want to say like, I will never be able to relate to what you're going through.

Like I,

and she'll say like, what do you need from me?

Like, what do you need to support for me to, for me to support you?

I'm like, I don't know.

I don't know.

And that's like with anything, but I think that this like comes up like in so many different ways that I don't even realize until I sit there and I'm like, I don't want to make it about this, but I think it is like when it comes to like making decisions, like, or, or like deadlines I have found, like, like, I mean, I've always struggled with decisions, but it's like, it's, I feel like it's worse now, but

but like deadlines, like I have found, like I get like a bodily response, like, like when I am late to something, which I usually like running late, but, but like, I like will freak out.

I will like not freak out like crazy, but like internally I start rushing.

And then I have to like tell myself with my son, like Phoenix, like, okay, calm down.

Like, it's okay.

Like everything's gonna be okay.

Like I have to tell that to myself and then be like, okay, buddy, let's just slow down.

And like, we'll get out the door here in like five minutes.

But