Ashley

That's the thing.

I just, I don't know.

I know that's my worry too, and I don't want it to happen again.

And that's why I'm taking the steps to try and figure out why I did what I did.

And I just started therapy last week.

No, but I want to trust me.

Like I want to be a better person.

So how do I do that?

I don't know.

It was just, I guess, seeking, you know, validation elsewhere that made me feel good.

And then once I started to get it, it was just.

I guess there was just, you know, I don't know.

No relationship is perfect and no person is going to be like your perfect person.

But there was just like things that I felt were lacking.

No.

But that's the thing.

He treated me so well.

So... I guess one of the main things is, like, we struggled, like, with intimacy.

And it was definitely more, like... What does that mean?

Yeah, it was just, like, it was boring, and it was just, for me, it was more like a chore, and I just, like, didn't like it anymore, but I know that he didn't feel that way, and that just created, like, a disconnect between us.