Ashley

To this day, I am now 38 years old, about to be 39. I've never spoken a word of this, but to one person. We feel so lucky.

Literal dirty work.

Literal dirty work.

Literal dirty work.

I think that's the female take. I can promise you my husband would have been like, cover it in epoxy. Let's save it. Let's just put it in a case. That's record.

I think that's the female take. I can promise you my husband would have been like, cover it in epoxy. Let's save it. Let's just put it in a case. That's record.

I think that's the female take. I can promise you my husband would have been like, cover it in epoxy. Let's save it. Let's just put it in a case. That's record.

One, it kind of made me never want to take it again. But even later on with future injuries, I realized it makes me so sick. I can't take opiates at all.

One, it kind of made me never want to take it again. But even later on with future injuries, I realized it makes me so sick. I can't take opiates at all.

One, it kind of made me never want to take it again. But even later on with future injuries, I realized it makes me so sick. I can't take opiates at all.

Not since having my kids.

Not since having my kids.

Not since having my kids.

I think you're making the right decision. There are moments, especially after losing my husband, where that adrenaline rush and that ability to just turn off everything around you seems so tempting. But when you're in that level of grief, the last thing you need is the temptation to just do 180 just because it feels good. Right.

I think you're making the right decision. There are moments, especially after losing my husband, where that adrenaline rush and that ability to just turn off everything around you seems so tempting. But when you're in that level of grief, the last thing you need is the temptation to just do 180 just because it feels good. Right.

I think you're making the right decision. There are moments, especially after losing my husband, where that adrenaline rush and that ability to just turn off everything around you seems so tempting. But when you're in that level of grief, the last thing you need is the temptation to just do 180 just because it feels good. Right.

Thanks to you guys. I know everyone does this. I have not been an armchair from day one.

Thanks to you guys. I know everyone does this. I have not been an armchair from day one.

Thanks to you guys. I know everyone does this. I have not been an armchair from day one.

Yeah, we do. When Steve got sick, we were going through chemo and that takes forever. Our first chemo deal was eight hours of a day. We didn't know what to do. We were bored and I was looking for a podcast and I came across you guys. And so we were sharing our little AirPods and It's what we did during his two or three chemo appointments that he had before he passed. It was nice.