Autumn

And he said, it's something I've been thinking about for a while now.

I was like, since when?

That's news to me.

He said, I just really need to advance my music career.

I hope you understand, but obviously we're not going to be able to work out.

Okay, thanks.

So I agreed with him in the sense of I don't want that longer distance of a relationship, but still at the same time, just completely blindsiding me.

Never once knew he wanted to go to Nashville.

And so I just keep getting in these situations where in my head, like I keep saying in my head, because that's how crazy I feel.

In my head, everything's great.

I have no indication that they're not interested.

They're purposely doing these things to show interest.

And then out of nowhere, in the blink of an eye, it's completely like, actually, I can't pursue this.

And it's not your fault.

It's something that you can't control.

And it just, those same things keep happening, whether it's I'm moving, I got a new job, you know, I thought I had time for a relationship, but I don't.

And you're a really great person.

And I hate that this is the case or just those same typical things.

And they're never something I do.

And if it is, they're just not honest with me.