Autumn

Yeah.

So like I have to remind myself that multiple times.

It's just sometimes it gets hard, obviously.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, no, 1000%.

I've never thought of it like that.

That makes so much sense now, actually.

It's more of like free trial, not the subscription.

Yeah.

I have.

Yes.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It was, it was the same thing.

First couple of months.

It was a guy that I had known in high school, but we didn't start, we didn't date until we were older.

um like it was going great he pursued me all the same things but this time i broke up we were actually dating um officially it was like for three month period actually specifically and he uh just was kind of doing the same thing acting a little weird and then i actually had this surgery like major surgery where i couldn't walk

really um and so i was back at home uh at my hometown recovering from that and he was supposed to come see me and he kept blowing me off and i was like okay i always go to see you like i because he was in school still um he was older than me but he was in school

Because he was still continuing his education.

So I was always kind of having to do most of the work in the sense of seeing him because I was very mindful of his situation.