Autumn

really um and so i was back at home uh at my hometown recovering from that and he was supposed to come see me and he kept blowing me off and i was like okay i always go to see you like i because he was in school still um he was older than me but he was in school

Because he was still continuing his education.

So I was always kind of having to do most of the work in the sense of seeing him because I was very mindful of his situation.

So this is like the one time I needed him to kind of pull through for me and he didn't.

And so I just kind of was like, that was my last straw.

and so i did like break up with him and i was like i just don't think you are ready for this like i don't think you have the time for it and he said yeah you're right and i hate that i wish i would have thought of that sooner it was also another long distance relationship it was an hour uh just the other way and so i would drive on the weekends like i was already out of school i was freshly out of college when we first started dating and i was already working uh

in my career and it was a nine to five.

So I would get off on that Friday and I would drive up there and I'd spend the weekend with him and all that.

And I was doing that way more than he was coming down here.

Yeah.

It was very me going over there.

Yes.

No.

I'm doing it all.

Yeah.

No, definitely.

My friends get on to me about it a lot.

But I was in my head.

I'm like, yeah, but he's in school.

I can have the weekend to do that.