Autumn

That's fair.

Yeah, because I do have a constant problem where I don't trust myself because I am an overthinker.

I don't trust myself sometimes because I'm like, am I overthinking this or is this a real problem?

I guess, like, what do you mean in that way?

Um, I think in the beginning it didn't because obviously we're in that like lovey dovey era.

And so I'm like, I just want to see him.

And I know he's in school.

Like that's my way of being a good, being intentional.

Like in my head, I'm like, that's me being intentional.

Like I want to let him know, like, but I'm here for him.

Yeah, that's what led to the breakup is when I started feeling that way.

And my friends on top of it being like, hey, it feels like you always have to, even my family being like, hey, you always have to go there.

That doesn't feel right.

I know he's in school, but he doesn't work either.

He could easily come on the weekends on times that he's not studying, or he could study at your house.

Why is this happening?

Yeah.

And that's when I kind of like opened my eyes a little bit and was like, man, that is kind of weird.

And then the one time that I really needed him to come down here and he promised me he would and then flaked on me twice.

And the one time he was going to really come, he told me at first it was going to be like three days long since he to make up for it.