Autumn

Yeah.

That's literally what I say all the time.

Okay.

That's fair.

Yeah, because I do have a constant problem where I don't trust myself because I am an overthinker.

I don't trust myself sometimes because I'm like, am I overthinking this or is this a real problem?

I guess, like, what do you mean in that way?

Um, I think in the beginning it didn't because obviously we're in that like lovey dovey era.

And so I'm like, I just want to see him.

And I know he's in school.

Like that's my way of being a good, being intentional.

Like in my head, I'm like, that's me being intentional.

Like I want to let him know, like, but I'm here for him.

Yeah, that's what led to the breakup is when I started feeling that way.

And my friends on top of it being like, hey, it feels like you always have to, even my family being like, hey, you always have to go there.

That doesn't feel right.

I know he's in school, but he doesn't work either.

He could easily come on the weekends on times that he's not studying, or he could study at your house.

Why is this happening?

Yeah.