Autumn

Out of nowhere, around like two months, so not three months exactly, but two months are in.

And he starts distancing himself in the sense of, instead of talking to me on the phone a lot...

He's texting me just every few hours, which no big deal.

We're busy.

I have a job.

He has a job.

So I didn't think much of it.

And then something he used to do was when he'd work nights, he'd call me on the phone and we'd talk.

He stopped doing that.

And I was like, okay.

On top of that, when we would hang out, he stopped.

It felt very friends only.

He wasn't trying to be intimate.

less yes let me say like we went from texting pretty consistently yes constantly or like when we could it felt very much like yeah like texting he only texted back like three times that day in a span of all day compared but i was drastically different than

Drastically different.

And I still didn't say anything though, because I, I am a fully self-aware that I have really bad anxiety and I'm an overthinker.

So because of that, I will convince myself not to say not to like, I'll convince myself I'm overthinking something.

So I waited like a week of this happening and I was like, okay, I guess it's time.

And I still even asked my friends before I texted him.

I was like, Hey, do y'all think this is weird?