Avi Wisnia

How am I doing today?

I'm okay.

Yeah.

This season, you know, is when I lost both my brother and my father.

Yeah, that's a weird thing to be called an expert in grief, but I get it.

I get it.

So it's really interesting.

The changing of the seasons itself brings out that time, the time when my brother got sick, and then the time when finding out that we suddenly lost my father.

So...

It's strange to have it tied to like a season like that.

Remembering my brother and remembering my father and hearing wonderful stories about them.

Like, I will never...

not want to hear that i always want to hear good things and memories of them even if it makes me a little sad i i want to hear that and it i i always appreciate it

When you say like, oh, this happens for a reason, you like, I don't want my

Like, what was the reason my brother died?

You know, that's like not it's sometimes it it actually doesn't make you feel better.

My friends got me gift cards when my dad died.

And it was like gift cards to, you know, like food delivery service to a specific place or just anytime I needed a meal.

And I didn't even realize that I didn't have the energy to cook.

I didn't have anything in the house and it took that task, it made it so much easier.