Awhina

yeah i'm gonna say one thing though yes after this week you know it's done on air i will never talk about adrian again great so this i'm gonna do a few podcasts this week i'm gonna do channel my interview press on monday that's it you will never hear me mention that man's name again he's blocked for a reason i'm moving on with my life um and i will never speak of him again

My job's pretty awesome, not going to lie.

Like I have a really great job.

Well, I do have a good gig and, like, I'm really lucky because, like, I've got a really great community behind me.

I remember when I first got back home, one of my friends cried and this was before it all aired and she cried because she was like, I just want the light back in you and I was like...

And I was like it's so telling of like the people I'm normally around.

Like people genuinely care about you and they can see things.

They're not waiting for you to spell a picture.

Like how do people not see?

Like now you're watching it back.

There's comments where it's like Athena's body is rejecting her.

Like she's – I gained eight kilos in that experiment.

But not only that, inflammation, my eyes.

Like there's so many things.

There's so many telling signs.

And I come home and my friends recognise it instantly.

You know, like, it's just beautiful being home in my community.

Like, I went straight back to work.

I picked my son up on the way home from the airport.

I flew home five times through the experiment at a cost to myself.