Awhina

No, I paid for it myself and it was about $800 every time and I was only like $24.

24 hours home each time because weekends we got off and it was like had to be pre-approved so like yeah it was like 850 each time and then like obviously ubers to and from the airport so it was like a thousand dollars to see my son every that's the biggest shock of this season to me i would not pay for you to go see your son yeah i paid for myself fucking the show's making tens of millions

Yeah, like literally and it'd be like last minute.

Maybe it's a week I'm struggling and they'd be like, hey, Afina, you can go home this weekend.

Well, I'd get that 24 hours home and I would almost feel like re-energised where I can be like, okay, maybe I can do this.

Like maybe I can put my big girl panties on and let's try again.

Let's reset.

I did find Jamie, yeah.

I'm not going to lie, but the reunion was amazing and I felt like a lot of us women were very much in our power.

Yes.

And we left together like into another room and we were all just like,

holding each other like we've got this and i don't watch math i don't know about previous seasons um i don't know if previous seasons had that girl kind of not to this like extent it was more like one or two girls together not like the whole group

But it was really incredible.

But what you guys do miss out on in that episode is while we're all outside in that other room, very much in our element together, Adrian's the one who walks out and is like, come on girls, come back to the dinner party.

Like, come on girls, come back to the dinner party.

I'm like, oh my fucking God, the gift that keeps on giving.

But no, I am incredibly grateful for this experience.

I will be honest.

At first, I had so much regret.

I wish I never did it.