Bek Condello
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 24 Jun
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So three years passed.
I was coming up to my 30th.
Thought I had sleep apnea because I'm waking up in the middle of the night like not breathing.
I'm just like...
And I'm like, sleep apnea.
And then I suddenly realized I was having anxiety attacks in my sleep.
And it was almost like my mind and my body was trying to tell me in my subconscious, like, we can't keep on pretending anymore.
Like, and I think I, you know, when I was back in the cult, I used to pray that I could love him, you know, and I just knew how unhappy I was.
And then as time went on outside of it, outside of the cult, I...
I was like, why am I spending my freedom now with someone who, you know, because so much in me changed.
I grew and evolved.
So much of him stayed exactly the same when he left the cult.
Really nothing changed for him.
He didn't make friends.
He didn't, you know, change his career or go, you know, nothing, nothing changed except that he just didn't go to church on a Sunday.
my 30th I was like something has to change and so for the next two years I very consistent was like I'm not happy something has to give he actually ironically in the last two years became the husband that I wished that he'd always been but by then it was way too late and it really just felt suffocating I'd learned to live without that and you didn't want a life with him
I didn't want a life with him and ultimately I didn't want to be married.
Like I never really wanted to be married young.
I never wanted to have kids.
Like thankfully I had vaginismus in a way because we would have had kids and I felt like I would have been stuck to him.
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