Bella Hull
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815 appearances
2 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 2 Jul
Bella Hull’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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sensible and very sort of good for me on paper and kind of keeping me on the right track and, you know, very rational and a very empirical person and I think I was kind of
I think often I have had relationships where I'm going out with someone because they are the type of person I should be going out with because they will improve me or they will
Inoculate me from some like deeply monstrous part of myself.
And and a and sort of almost he would like he wince at me sometimes.
If I was being myself or just doing a really stupid character, he would like look at me like, Oh God and in a way it probably like
Yeah, I think I kind of thought that if I don't have someone slightly
paper cutting me emotionally all the time, I will actually just be uh it will be fatal in some way.
Like I think I like I if I am truly myself, then I'll be so mad.
I think also like I I I felt I've often felt quite sort of crazy at different points in my life and I kind of was like, I need I need to be reined in.
And then when when we broke up I sort of
went on this journey was like, I'm not crazy.
I think I'm very expressive, but I don't think I'm that word is like very useful and
But at the same time I think
Yeah, now I I don't think I would make that show again.
And I don't think if I had another big break.
No.
Right.
Never.
And
I think but also when we broke up he very much gave me his blessing to make uh whatever show I wanted.
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