Bella Hull
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815 appearances
2 recordings
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 2 Jul
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But for me food is just something I would almost rather for me it's healthy just to not really have a relationship at all because I think I've probably had ten years in my life where
every single calorie I ate I knew I had eaten it or I knew it or if I hadn't it was like this huge crime that I'd committed.
Um And was this when you were a teenager?
Yeah.
This was probably from the age of like probably from the age of like seven to twenty two and then
For some reason I think when I went to uni or I just relaxed.
Like my weight's always fluctuated quite a lot and I've I've always I'm always gonna be like squidgy and I'm totally fine with that.
And I think when I was growing up I went to a school where everyone was very thin.
And any I think also like the reason I hated my body was because it was evidence of how like unable to cope with stress I how unable I was to cope with stress because it was like evidence of all this binging that I think was this kind of secret in private and then suddenly it was like
out in the world and and nobody fancied me and you know, it was I think it was I bet they did though, and that's what the interesting thing is that
Or he must have some kind of like fetish or something.
And I actually used to feel that way about like 'cause I'm
mixed race and I feel like I I'm very like white passing I think now but I almost weirdly the older I get the m whiter I look.
Like it's a really weird thing 'cause when I was a kid I looked at You're getting more magma.
Why are you getting a macros you get old?
Secretly like getting all of this surgery to try and like Michael Jackson myself.
But like I
When I was a teenager I I think I looked a lot more like ethnic and stuff and so when and at uni and whenever someone had a crush on me, I think I had this like deep well there's something really fucked up about you that you must like this.
Like that must be evidence of some deeply deviant thing that's happening for you psychologically.
That you must be trying to like pr rebel against your and it's definitely something I feel like insecure about, like if somebody's
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