Bella Hull

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815 appearances 2 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 2 Jul

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And that's something I feel able to I feel quite proud of.
But then I'd see photos it's the same thing, I see photos of myself from like five years ago.
And I remember viscerally the thoughts I had first looking at that photo and and the moment thinking I looked f awful and fat and horrible and looking back and being like, I wish I looked like that.
Like God, I looked so nice.
And I wish I just had the confidence at the time.
Oh god, I got so hammered at that actually.
Oh my god, that's so
It's incredibly surreal actually to hear that 'cause I think I it actually sometimes makes me feel quite like
Not devastated, but I'm just like how can I be s I'm s in my head I'm like a
a walrus made of lard and I'm like limping around in rags and like I walk into every room and everyone goes yuck.
Like I just wish that I could like find some bat like it feels very surreal.
And I'm sure especially because that was a few years ago I'm sure at the time I would felt even worse about myself.
Like I think I've kind of it's so kind of thank you for saying that.
I'm gonna like print out the transcript of this and get it as a tattoo on my back.
Was that expected of you from your parents?
Not at all.
I wasn't very academic.
I was creative and I was really good at English and like I was sort of I think very zoned out at school but then like occasionally I would do something
That would really impress everyone, and people would say, Where did that come from?
Like sort of once a year I would hand in an essay that would then, like, you know, like I I won like a poetry competition when I was 11.
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