Bill Perkins

Yes.

And I would hope that somebody somewhere along the line flips it.

for them you know flips it for him and said this is a badge of honor man like you you got nothing to lose right right you got you got nothing to lose you got no whatever nobody expects anything from you so when you no pressure no pressure no pressure this could be your greatest gift this could be your greatest gift and so for me i think it you know my greatest gift was like not giving and my willingness to look like a fool yeah like i'm just winging life like everybody else really i'm

winging it right and so uh and i'm trying to figure things out and i'm i i wrote this book for me

And then I figured if I can, you know, save my own life, like not waste my own life, and maybe it will be useful to other people.

Yes.

Right.

But occasionally I get somehow stuck on autopilot.

Yeah.

And I need to go back in a book or my wife needs to remind me like, hey, hey, hey, you know, let's think this through.

Let's get off autopilot.

Let's get off autopilot.

You know, you're doing these things.

You're playing speed chess on life.

Like, how is this the most fulfilling thing for you to be doing in your life right now?

It's not.

I'm deleting them.

Okay.

You know what I mean?

You know, things like that, right?