Bláthnaid Raleigh
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602 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 2 Jul
Bláthnaid Raleigh’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I get a little bit of joy from that because I think you were so arrogant and you thought I would do nothing.
Like you thought you could do that and you did it so openly and you didn't like, in ways I think you didn't even try and hide it.
You didn't even try to clean up after yourself or, you know, anything.
You thought you could do that and I would do nothing.
And I was worth nothing that I was, that it was okay to do that to somebody.
that I think, well, I'm so, I don't think he ever thought I would get him to prison or I don't think he ever thought he had anything to be afraid of.
And I often just hope that he, those first few days when he was in Mount Joy, I really hope he felt the fear that being afraid that I felt of him for all those years, even if he only had a couple of days of it, I hope he felt like, oh my God, I can't sleep.
I can't, you know,
um it's quite good in the sense of like I never kind of had a I never had that fear of it happening again um but it does it definitely leaves a lasting like impact like even on relationships and stuff like I see now I'm in a relationship a really healthy relationship with somebody really lovely and it has a it does have a huge weight on it like one it's like another element of your relationship
I am a very, because of it, I'm a very insecure person.
You know, I do sometimes that thought process of I'm not worth anything or I'm disgusting or I'm dirty or I'm, you know, I don't feel clean because of it.
That comes into your relationship and that's a hard thing to battle with and it's hard for somebody else to understand and it's a huge thing for somebody to try and undertake and understand and like...
people will often say like, yeah, but if they're the right one, it won't matter.
And it doesn't matter.
Like it's not that someone's like, oh, but it's a huge undertaking and it's a delicate thing and it's hard for somebody else to understand and navigate as well.
Like it's hard for somebody else to know, to say the right thing, to comfort you or, you know, how to navigate different things.
It's hard because they don't understand maybe the reason why they're
You don't like somebody walking up behind you that closely on the stairs or why you don't want to watch that new series on Netflix because it's really violent and you actually don't have any tolerance for violence anymore.
Like even down to... We're watching this thing on Netflix at the moment and...
I got two episodes in and it's quite like intense and I actually had to look up spoilers for it because I needed to know what happened before I watched the rest of it.
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