Brandon Herrera

You know?

But, you know, I wouldn't mind, like, continuing to push the weights and eventually doing, like, maybe just strongman stuff for fun.

I would never, ever care less about doing any of it, even semi-professionally.

He actually has his own gym schedule now.

He's just doing his own thing.

The mental aspect of it, man, you got to realize with the nerve injury and everything, like I told you earlier at the boxing gym, I am a 440-pound man who benches 125.

Yeah, the nerve stuff is so stupid because they're so uncertain about it.

They're like, we can't tell you if you'll ever be able to lift your arm again.

Dude, I literally failed 135 in Philly.

I did a Philly trip with my trainer and the Jocko team.

And on the final day, we tried to push like plates for the first time, like 45 on each side.

And I just could not do it.

Like I did like five reps of 125, which was a PR for me.

But 135, dude, that's like my cutoff.

Which feels crazy.

I know this is all in my head, but I feel really weird going into the gym as the fat guy to begin with.

Let alone the fat guy who is bringing his little phone in on a tripod.

And then let alone also being as big as I am and also lifting as little as I do.

I know none of that shit matters.

It's all in my head.