Brittany De La Mora

It was never enough.

I just I continue to just feel more and more empty.

Yeah.

No, it was not enough.

Yeah.

No, I definitely wouldn't have been.

I mean, I think that I achieved almost everything that I was hoping to achieve in that industry as far as I mean, I was going on like Howard Stern regularly.

It was Maxim Magazine that nominated or voted me one of the top 12 hottest adult stars.

Yeah.

So it was like I was having some crossover experience from porn to mainstream.

But honestly, it just it honestly did not fill me.

Oh, I've talked to so many people.

I was always curious about people's stories, even while I was in the industry.

And I would ask women, like, why did you choose this?

Right.

Because I knew that I chose that life because I had a jacked up childhood and they all had the same sad stories.

I mean, behind the scenes, they would open up and say things that they would never maybe say on camera.

There was a lot of molestation and rape and.

a lot of abusive households and it was abusive in the way that I experienced it with just the verbal abuse.

But then there was also the religious abuse where there were women that felt like their parents would tell them, you're going to go to hell if you don't do X, Y, or Z, right?