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And the trainer would be like, okay, but you're not really walking very well.

I'm not sure why you're turning up.

I said, it's fine.

It's totally fine.

And I would push myself through.

I'm astounded I don't have –

uh any permanent damage because i heard it really badly i would just keep going and keep going because i was like well if i don't have this then i i don't know i don't know what i would do with i don't know where with this guilt would go if i don't feel it physically yeah i'm nervous that it will creep into a more insidious part of me and i was that was terrifying

Yeah, and I didn't know at the time because, again, the first two things felt like they mattered more, like a little time away, a little bit of identity.

When you're drowning in small kids constantly on you, to have an hour of no one touching you is really intoxicating.

So I was like, well, that's one thing.

And the other thing of, you know, I look –

I've never been proud of my body.

Girls are told from such young age that it's such a core value of ours.

It's like currency.

To look incredible and to look a certain way, it's not just like any kind of way, it's a certain way, this is great.

And we as a society will praise people for looking that.

We do it without even noticing.

Oh, you look great.

God, you lost a lot of weight.

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