Brook Fisk

The man I know wouldn't do that.

And then I remembered that conversation where he told me that his friend suggested that I take misoprostol and it would cause an abortion.

And I told him no.

And I just, I knew that's what he did.

But then I kept going back to maybe I'm crazy.

Maybe there weren't pills in my cup.

He wouldn't poison me.

So maybe I'm insane.

But then if he did that to me, what else would he do?

If I go out there and he knows I know and he actually did it, will he kill me?

If he wants to get rid of the baby so bad that he'll poison me, is he going to kill me?

So I can't let him know that I know.

I'm going to wait until he goes to sleep and I'm going to sneak out of the house and I'm going to go to the hospital.

And so I sat down on the couch with him and the movie was almost over.

And I told him that I was tired and I wanted to go to bed.

And so the movie ended and he got up to take my dishes to the kitchen and I said, I'll take them.

And he said, no, I'll take them.

And he pulled them out of my hands, took the dishes to the sink and I saw him tip the cup into the sink.

And then he went into the bathroom.

And when he went into the bathroom, I thought I have to know.