Brook Fisk

Or was I fooling myself?

Was he a monster this entire time and I just didn't want to see it?

And I really did have to think about that because either I loved a monster and never knew he was a monster or I loved a man and then he became a monster.

One of those is true.

Her heart tells her it was the latter.

I had to objectively look at the person that he was and look at his actions leading up to that time and look at the way he treated people.

I really think that I loved a man who became a monster.

I didn't want to go to a trial.

I really just wanted him to plead guilty and take responsibility for what he did.

That's when I decided to speak out about what had happened.

After I talked to the media, he changed his mind and decided to plead guilty.

After that, the only thing left was the sentencing hearing.

He was facing 20 years to life in prison.

He's not an American citizen, so whenever he completed his sentence, he was going to be deported back to Pakistan.

So when he decided to plead guilty...

What I decided to do was to ask for leniency for him.

So I wrote a letter to the judge and asked for leniency.

And I explained to the judge that my son is gone.

My son is dead.

Kai's life is over.