Brooke Schofield
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
Oh, it's so hard.
I struggle so bad with my relationship with the internet because I'm driven completely by emotion.
Like logic is uninvolved.
So like I can see, you know, millions of really amazing, sweet, nice messages every single day.
And while I'm so grateful for them,
My overwhelming feeling is like everybody hates me.
You know what I mean?
So I like I struggle.
But there's got to be a bad one.
It's a literal self-harm behavior.
I noticed myself doing it.
And Miles, my fiance, he he'll see me doing it.
He'll see me open up a nice message, swipe out and go look for something worse.
You'll find it.
And I don't have to look very hard.
I'll tell you that much.
And I don't know.
I go through periods where I am so good about it and I can live outside my phone and my body and I can be present for periods of time.
But then also I'll fall into it and I'll obsess over it for days and not literally look up for my phone once.