Caleb Durbin

No, because I was always a good player, but it was always, you know, kind of I'm the smallest guy on the field all the time.

So there was never really –

And I think that a big part of it too is, you know, I'm sure there's people that look at me, you know, initially and were like, maybe kind of laugh at the fact that I'm trying to play professionally or play in the big leagues.

But the people that are around me and know me and have interacted with me,

they they don't say that you know so that's yeah that's kind of to your point um but i mean there's definitely times where i i kind of bring it up maybe it um in conversation and someone who you know doesn't really know me is is kind of like i said laughs it off and and stuff that um

That's why you just have to take that with a grain of salt.

The people that matter are the people that are around you.

If there's someone who's working with me every single day to try to get better, said to me, hey...

You're just kind of going with the flow, kind of trying to just survive at first.

I would say once you go through your first little bit of struggle and you get through it, because I've struggled at every level.

Because a lot of guys don't until the third deck comes around.

Right, exactly.

Yeah.

I was lucky enough to where I wasn't talented enough to not struggle.

You know, I had to struggle and then work my way through it.

So I understood that that's just a natural part of the game and that was going to come in the big leagues.

And when it came in the big leagues, it's probably going to be the toughest part of getting through it is going to be the...

There's more people that now know that I'm struggling.

In the minor leagues, you struggle.

You're kind of to yourself to get through it.