Cara Delevingne

I don't believe in it.

I don't believe what I'm selling.

And what I'm selling is a lie.

that's what it felt like though because it also wasn't me like it was me but I was so like when I'd see a billboard of myself it wasn't me oh god that's a mindfuck because it's not I'm a girl who wears a hoodie smoking a joint like fucking walking around bare feet and like

like a little rougher, like I'm not this, like what?

The billboard, like it didn't make sense.

My friends found it very bizarre.

Like I came back from doing it in Victoria's Secret and my friends were like, I remember I had so many guy friends at the time and they were like, we didn't know you were like hot.

I was like, what?

And then they were all trying to like, they were like, which one of us is going to fuck off?

I was like, this is horrible.

Like I'm no different.

So we don't have to maybe do certain things, but you're like... And it's also to do with the, you know, the body, the body stuff, the body shaming, how skinny everyone was, the racism, the everything surrounding it, the like, it was really...

It was a pretty rough time.

I mean, listen, the 90s and everything were different because I think everyone was on drugs, but it turned into a thing where, like, everyone just became really mean.

It was just mean.

And people would do things and really degrade you because even if you were a really big model...

You know, someone would be like, why don't you stand on her head in a high heel?

Or why don't you get on your, like, or falls and bark like a dog?

That's kind of like, because it made people who had been in the industry, who were assistants, who'd been treated badly, feel big and feel important.