Cara Delevingne

You're terrified.

This is, yeah, like he's a big deal in this shit.

And how did you respond in that moment?

I don't know.

I just said I'm not gay, I promise you, I'm not.

I just, I'm not seeing a boy right now.

I really love my female friends, and of course I didn't.

I think even the people he brought up, I don't know, I can't really remember.

I regret not, it's not a regret, I don't have regrets, but every role I played at that point was straight.

I was the lead and I had a boyfriend and I was playing that woman.

So, I mean, was he right at that time?

Yeah, I think...

You know, as I said, when I first started doing drugs, it was that seeking connection.

And I felt like I found myself.

You know, I was fun and I loved music and I loved dancing and I was like, oh, this is someone I really like.

This is really cool.

It was at a pretty young age I started, because I didn't have money at that point, I started buying drugs to sell them and to do them.

And I remember...

Ketamine was really the first thing that I think, which is a really crazy thing for me now, because I remember when I got sober from that, and that was in my early 20s, that it blew up in America.

And it was like this thing to treat depression everywhere.