Cara Delevingne

But no, obviously the worst ones.

The Burning Man.

Yeah, I had sworn myself off love.

I had been in too many relationships.

I don't want to say that I think, you know, when you abuse yourself, you allow abuse to happen, right?

That's as probably far as I'll go with that.

But I think, yeah, I was done with love and I was in a pretty...

hardcore time, again, I'd stopped doing ketamine, but I was, it's really interesting the drugs that people choose to do and what that means that they're covering up.

Alcohol was never really my thing.

I would drink, but it wasn't, I didn't like it.

I liked like disassociate, knock yourself out things.

So I was doing a lot of like,

GBL, GBH, which is like a date rape drug, which is you're just effectively knocking yourself out and then taking like cocaine or whatever to keep me awake.

So it was that kind of like mixture.

But I'd met my girlfriend, my current girlfriend, my life partner, who we went to school together.

And from the moment that we'd remet after school,

I was like, fuck, you make me feel safe.

And that is something I haven't felt.

And I am way more terrified of that than I've ever been of love because in that even immediate moment, I was like, oh no, I'm starting to realize how bad this is.

You don't know how bad it is when you're alone and single, I guess.