Cara Delevingne

And I was like, I can get sober.

I'd been to rehab before, but I'd focus more on trauma.

And then I'd kind of dip back into things.

I was like, if I don't, you know, the one thing I always told myself was,

because my mom did very heavy drugs.

I was like, if I don't do meth or crack or opiates, I'll be fine.

If you do enough of anything, it's just as bad.

Which is really interesting, which is why also I found it important not to talk about what drugs I did.

But then it's interesting the comments that people make when they're like,

you know, go back and do meth and die and stuff like that when I'm like, maybe I should have spoken about it.

Why am I hiding?

Because also I want people

I think especially getting sober, I didn't see anyone else who did the same drugs I did.

And I was always like, they do Adderall and alcohol and opiates and I don't... When you find someone who has a similar thing to you, it's like finding like a long lost sibling in a way because you're like, you're running from a similar thing.

There's a similar torsion there.

There's a similar...

the battle of it feels the same.

So I felt it was necessary to talk about it today, I think, which I'd never done before.

Well, I really respect that too, Cara.

But the fact that people always thought that I was on such crazy drugs, I was like, a lot of those times, though, I was so manic.