Cara Delevingne
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I was wearing a Britney Spears t-shirt.
Not that that means anything, but like it's so... But also like I'd seen that person.
I know that girl so well.
I had to look at her every day in the mirror.
So when everyone else saw her, I was like, oh, oh, that's scary to people.
Oh, it was horrible.
The shame.
Oh, the shame was really bad.
Again, that was that part of myself that I hated and I was hiding from everyone.
So for everyone to see it, it was like, fuck, the jig's up.
That person is still a part of me though.
Once you get sober, that girl isn't gone.
She's here.
She's pretty mean to me sometimes, but I made friends with her and she makes me want to be better.
And God, she's a stubborn bitch sometimes, but my God.
Yeah, I mean, you have to make friends with that part of yourself.
It's very rigid.
I don't do well with that.
But they also will tell you, you know, addicts always think they're different.
You're always going to think you are the one that's going to cheat the system.