Cara Delevingne
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1,829 appearances
4 recordings
4 series
first heard May 2025
last heard 29 Jun
Cara Delevingne’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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The pressure of not feeling like I was good at anything or good enough or love myself, all of that, it went away.
And what drugs really gave me at that point, which is what I was desperately looking for, was connection.
It wasn't real.
I mean, it is to some extent, but it's not.
It's there, it's tangible, but it's not deep enough, right?
For what you really need, maybe what you want.
But I loved that part and I loved the friends I had and the music and the, you know, breaking into, it was just like such an amazing period.
But then, especially with things like hallucinogens and when your brain is not formed yet,
I just remember having a really bad trip, a really bad trip where I thought that my dad was God and my mom was the devil and I had to kill her to save the end of the world.
I lost my mind.
At the end of that trip, though, I thought that Bill Murray, Tim Curry, and Jim Carrey were the same person, and I'm still convinced that they might be.
I don't know.
Acid is a crazy thing.
To be determined.
But I really, I also was taking it like every day.
Like I was doing it a lot.
And my brain was just not stable enough to be able to do that.
And I just kept having bad trips.
And I just became suicidal.
Just because at that point then, when I was in school,
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