Cara Delevingne

So I still love doing that.

I just don't do the drugs because they don't work for me.

But the whole thing of like, you cannot do anything because this will happen and this, it was too...

I would prefer to, I don't feel like they're mistakes, but I would prefer to toe a line of, I'm not trying to walk an edge.

I'm never trying to go back to what I was doing.

My priority is clarity, sobriety to the utmost and loving myself.

And so I never want to go back to that place.

But I also think just pretending it doesn't exist and never seeing it and never doing it isn't how I get there.

Giving yourself some grace.

Yeah.

And I say it every day.

I'm like, I've got to stop.

I forget a lot, apparently.

Oh, I was just so fragile.

I was so fragile.

You know, another point was that I first started talking about me getting sober for American Vogue when I was in rehab and having that conversation and being like, I'm going to be sober now.

This is what I'm doing.

And I'm going to do a Vogue cover and I'm going to talk about it.

I was still, what I felt like was that I was a baby.

I feel like a newborn child, but who can technically talk and walk and feed themselves, I guess, and hopefully change her underwear, but you don't.