Caroline Levitt

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

No, we need to talk about this.

You call this the hot husband fetish.

Yes.

Which is essentially when you want your partner to have sexual experiences with other people outside of the relationship.

So when did this start for you, Nikki?

This started with my boyfriend when I was 29.

Because I really hadn't had a boyfriend before then.

He would tell me about...

Like, I would always ask him about, like, past hookups and girlfriends and how they got together.

Like, I was, like, the beginner.

Like, how did you guys first know you liked each other?

Like, I love that, like, our legs were touching under a table and neither of us moved our leg or stuff like that.

I would be, like, so, like, I don't know.

It would make me, like, horny to, like, think about him doing that with other girls.

And then I would – so I would ask about all of his, like, girlfriends or anyone he had hooked up with, like, all the details about it.

And it would really be, like, a foreplay for me.

Like, I would get, like, revved up talking about it.

And then it reached a point where he was out of stories.

Like he had gone through all of them.