Carrie

There's nothing. I've tried to put myself in their shoes. And if I were them, I would hate me because I enabled this to happen. I mean, I'm glad that Justice was served. It doesn't bring her back, though. You know, I used to go to Triangle Park on the fifth of every month. I used to go there on the 5th of every single month and pay my respects after I don't even know how long I quit doing it.

There's nothing. I've tried to put myself in their shoes. And if I were them, I would hate me because I enabled this to happen. I mean, I'm glad that Justice was served. It doesn't bring her back, though. You know, I used to go to Triangle Park on the fifth of every month. I used to go there on the 5th of every single month and pay my respects after I don't even know how long I quit doing it.

And sometimes I still feel bad because I don't go back there. But in the real world, it's just not a safe thing for me to do anymore in that area.

And sometimes I still feel bad because I don't go back there. But in the real world, it's just not a safe thing for me to do anymore in that area.

Is it? Is the shelter gone?

Is it? Is the shelter gone?

Are you kidding me? No. I always wished they would tear that shelter down. But then again, it's kind of like a memorial in a way.

Are you kidding me? No. I always wished they would tear that shelter down. But then again, it's kind of like a memorial in a way.

I'll never forget seeing her face for the first time. It was when you sent me that picture. I had never seen Cindy's face, and it was nice to put a face with the name and all the feelings that I have that revolve around that person. It was painful losing Mick. It was painful going through two murder trials. But I think the majority of my pain comes from knowing that Cindy was killed. For what?

I'll never forget seeing her face for the first time. It was when you sent me that picture. I had never seen Cindy's face, and it was nice to put a face with the name and all the feelings that I have that revolve around that person. It was painful losing Mick. It was painful going through two murder trials. But I think the majority of my pain comes from knowing that Cindy was killed. For what?

Why did she have to die? She didn't do anything, you know what I mean? There's a lot of pain that I carry knowing how she died. I'm sure I owe you and your sister both apologies for putting you guys through that and however you felt while I was going through what I was going through. I tried to still be a good mom and not let it affect our lives too much, but there was really no way around it.

Why did she have to die? She didn't do anything, you know what I mean? There's a lot of pain that I carry knowing how she died. I'm sure I owe you and your sister both apologies for putting you guys through that and however you felt while I was going through what I was going through. I tried to still be a good mom and not let it affect our lives too much, but there was really no way around it.

I did the best that I could and let you know that you're loved and Like you and your sister, even to this day, are like the most important people in my life. You guys saved me more than you'll ever know. You really did. And I've said it many times, if it wasn't for you and your sister, you know, I probably still wouldn't be here. And I mean that. I really mean it.

I did the best that I could and let you know that you're loved and Like you and your sister, even to this day, are like the most important people in my life. You guys saved me more than you'll ever know. You really did. And I've said it many times, if it wasn't for you and your sister, you know, I probably still wouldn't be here. And I mean that. I really mean it.

But I'm sorry that you guys went through what you went through over choices that I made. If I could go back and redo those days, I definitely would. It would not involve Tim living with us. And I don't even know that it would involve Mick living with us. If I could go back and change everything...

But I'm sorry that you guys went through what you went through over choices that I made. If I could go back and redo those days, I definitely would. It would not involve Tim living with us. And I don't even know that it would involve Mick living with us. If I could go back and change everything...

It made all of us stronger. You can't go through that and not come out stronger on the other side.

It made all of us stronger. You can't go through that and not come out stronger on the other side.

The ending is, we survived. And we grew. And we're productive members of society, and we're doing well, and I have two grandchildren, and you have Caitlin, and it ends with us doing well. How else can it end?

The ending is, we survived. And we grew. And we're productive members of society, and we're doing well, and I have two grandchildren, and you have Caitlin, and it ends with us doing well. How else can it end?