Cate

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then you wanted to take a break, and then you'd be separated because of mental health shit.

I know.

You like bought a whole bed and a different mattress and everything.

Yeah, you're staying at the other house.

And then he would come over and spend the night all the time.

Anyway, this is fucking pointless.

And then he would leave and then I'd cry and be upset thinking he's going to leave me and all the things.

Follow your gut with what?

I mean, I don't know.

When we were going through that period of time, too, with the whole separation, I remember talking to people and being like, I wonder if this is something with him, like, you have to have some form of, like –

chaos in your life for life to feel normal and natural.

Like, that's kind of how I felt during that time.

And I'm like, maybe he just needs, like...

Cause things were like going smooth.

I was out of treatment.

I was doing better, all the things.

And then all of a sudden I was like, here's this now.

And you're pregnant on top of it.

And I was like, it was just like so, so much.