Chandler Hallow

Yeah, for sure.

Yeah, for sure.

yeah like i like when i'm living on my own right because i i now i'm i'm out of college i didn't go back i'm working for the company and i have enough money to live on my own so i'm just living by myself i can buy whatever i want like i'm buying drugs buying alcohol and i'm smoking all day like i don't do anything but smoke and just chill in the house and then go to work yeah and

yeah like i like when i'm living on my own right because i i now i'm i'm out of college i didn't go back i'm working for the company and i have enough money to live on my own so i'm just living by myself i can buy whatever i want like i'm buying drugs buying alcohol and i'm smoking all day like i don't do anything but smoke and just chill in the house and then go to work yeah and

yeah like i like when i'm living on my own right because i i now i'm i'm out of college i didn't go back i'm working for the company and i have enough money to live on my own so i'm just living by myself i can buy whatever i want like i'm buying drugs buying alcohol and i'm smoking all day like i don't do anything but smoke and just chill in the house and then go to work yeah and

And at night, you know, that's when the enemy will attack you when you're alone, like, at night.

And at night, you know, that's when the enemy will attack you when you're alone, like, at night.

And at night, you know, that's when the enemy will attack you when you're alone, like, at night.

And just start saying things to you in your head, like, and I would just pray, like, all the time, like, at night. But during the day, I'm living differently, right? I'm praying, like, God to, like, do something. Like, I don't want to live like this, but I continue to do it, you know?

And just start saying things to you in your head, like, and I would just pray, like, all the time, like, at night. But during the day, I'm living differently, right? I'm praying, like, God to, like, do something. Like, I don't want to live like this, but I continue to do it, you know?

And just start saying things to you in your head, like, and I would just pray, like, all the time, like, at night. But during the day, I'm living differently, right? I'm praying, like, God to, like, do something. Like, I don't want to live like this, but I continue to do it, you know?

yeah and i'm just like i don't know what to do you know i keep praying at night and then the next day i'll do the things i don't want to do damn no there's what's that the verse that says that exact thing i don't know yeah paul paul writes in romans but yeah that was doing that for like two years out of college like once i dropped out i was doing that for a good two three years

yeah and i'm just like i don't know what to do you know i keep praying at night and then the next day i'll do the things i don't want to do damn no there's what's that the verse that says that exact thing i don't know yeah paul paul writes in romans but yeah that was doing that for like two years out of college like once i dropped out i was doing that for a good two three years

yeah and i'm just like i don't know what to do you know i keep praying at night and then the next day i'll do the things i don't want to do damn no there's what's that the verse that says that exact thing i don't know yeah paul paul writes in romans but yeah that was doing that for like two years out of college like once i dropped out i was doing that for a good two three years

yeah definitely shame like because of the way I grew up and now I'm doing this like me not wanting to see my mom and dad because of the way I am I'm like they're gonna like be like oh my gosh what the heck is wrong with you you know like right I would not go see my parents even though we live in the same town because I was so ashamed of what I was doing dang you know

yeah definitely shame like because of the way I grew up and now I'm doing this like me not wanting to see my mom and dad because of the way I am I'm like they're gonna like be like oh my gosh what the heck is wrong with you you know like right I would not go see my parents even though we live in the same town because I was so ashamed of what I was doing dang you know

yeah definitely shame like because of the way I grew up and now I'm doing this like me not wanting to see my mom and dad because of the way I am I'm like they're gonna like be like oh my gosh what the heck is wrong with you you know like right I would not go see my parents even though we live in the same town because I was so ashamed of what I was doing dang you know

And I know it would just break my mom's heart to, like, see me like that. So I wouldn't go see them. But, yeah, that was definitely part of it. And then just guilt of what I was doing, you know, smoking, drinking, doing psychedelics, doing other drugs, you know. Yeah. You know, fornicating outside of marriage, stuff like that. Yeah. All of it. Yeah.

And I know it would just break my mom's heart to, like, see me like that. So I wouldn't go see them. But, yeah, that was definitely part of it. And then just guilt of what I was doing, you know, smoking, drinking, doing psychedelics, doing other drugs, you know. Yeah. You know, fornicating outside of marriage, stuff like that. Yeah. All of it. Yeah.

And I know it would just break my mom's heart to, like, see me like that. So I wouldn't go see them. But, yeah, that was definitely part of it. And then just guilt of what I was doing, you know, smoking, drinking, doing psychedelics, doing other drugs, you know. Yeah. You know, fornicating outside of marriage, stuff like that. Yeah. All of it. Yeah.