Charlie Sheen

Medicated.

There's a thing that I always go back to from my own flame outs and then also witnessing the flame outs of others or even just the behaviors from those flame outs or lack of gratitude or just someone's completely shit the bed.

I always ask myself, and I put this on me too, like, okay, when I was building this fantasy as a child, when I saw like the life of a movie star or I saw it with dad, but my version.

Yeah.

My name in lights and my successes.

Then you're in a weird motel with two bikers and four streetwalkers.

Someone's making a meth run and you're like, wait, I don't do meth.

Yeah.

And you're kind of like, where was that in that whole fantasy package?

You can't plan that stuff and you can't prepare to avoid it.

You know what I just thought of sitting here?

What if they always kept the audition process connected in play, like as a mandatory part of getting a job?

Even if your last film made $100 million.

Right.

And you're just like, everybody still has to audition.

Yeah.

I mean, people would flip out.

It is until it isn't.

That's the imposter syndrome.

When you're like, oh shit.