Charlotte Seaman

But, you know, when you are using crack and heroin, that is what's going to happen.

And everything that I said I would never do, I did.

Yeah.

It's just fucking them snowballs.

Yeah.

They took me to a whole different level of addiction.

It was like I would have a hit.

I would taste it in the back of my mouth.

It would make my mouth water.

As soon as I'd had that hit, I'm already thinking about the next one, the next one, the next one, the next one, the next one, the next one.

But then I got sectioned for my mental health as well in 2018, so I had really bad psychosis towards the end.

I was frightened a lot of the time.

I just lived in fucking fear.

Paranoia.

It started off with paranoia.

being around people, being a little bit uneasy, a bit paranoid.

But in the end, I genuinely thought that I was going to be kidnapped and taken underground somewhere, all these scenarios.

I was with my mates, actually, who I was talking about at the beginning, that I knew from when I was 13 years old that I started smoking crack with.

And this was right towards the end of my addiction.

This wasn't that long before I got clean, really.