Charlotte Seaman

Yeah, it's really weird you say that, actually.

My brother found a text on his phone to say, I'm not serving you anymore tonight.

like I was sitting around a house with the dealer he was sitting in at like a trap house and I was snowballing so much that I started to have like like a weird twitch like a body popping thing

It looked like I was having some sort of seizure when I was having it.

Anyway, so I've had to go back.

I think I was on tag at the time or something like that.

I was at my mum and dad's.

But because it was the next road, I kept going, coming back, going, coming back.

Or one of them would come and drop it to me.

Yeah, and he said, Charlotte, I'm not serving you anymore.

Like, something's going to happen to you if I do.

I mean, because not all dealers are fucking arseholes, do you know what I mean?

They're just stuck in that game as well.

No, I didn't really have any clean time, if I'm honest with you, Liam, in all them years.

Because if I wasn't having a snowball, I was drinking and smoking crack, or I was always doing something, I don't really think there was ever a time that I can say I was fully clean.

That's a lie, actually.

I did go to a Christian rehab once for three months.

Yeah.

Yeah, but I convinced myself in there, or my head was telling me, because I was only allowed to see my kids once a month.

Yeah.