Charlotte Seaman

You know, I've sort of overdosed in that sense, do you know what I mean?

Because I've just kept using and using and using and using.

And I also used to take a lot of tablets as well.

So, yeah, they just said that eventually I would have just stopped breathing.

No, when I woke up in hospital, my dad was there and the first thing I did was ask him for money.

I wasn't ready then.

This was...

It's like, you know, I remember being in hospital from nearly losing my leg from injecting in my groin.

And I discharged myself from the hospital and went and banged up straight in my groin again.

It was like... And my dad said to me, like, Charlotte, it's one thing losing an arm, but losing a leg, what the fuck are you going to do?

Yeah.

I remember sitting in my mum and dad's bathroom once.

It was just blood everywhere.

I couldn't get it.

I was going, this was the point where I was...

One meal is really quite small needles and you've got two meals that are a bit bigger because when you keep going in your groin, your vein shies away from the surface, obviously, because it's trying to protect itself, I suppose.

So I was trying to get it with two meals, but I kept going in my archery and

So it all blocked up at the end of the needle.

And the squirting is when you're trying to unblock it.

It's really hard.