Chloe Kelly

So for me, yeah, being around family.

But also I think I'm just...

really happy and I think for me I felt around that time when I'm at my happiest that's when I felt like the downfall was harder yeah and like the anxiety so just days after our wedding I was went out on a walk at three o'clock in the morning because I woke up with like having a panic attack and Scott was like

this is like the happiest time that we've got.

And like, yeah, but I expect after something really great happening, boom, it to hit the ground again.

So I think now I live like steady and not get too high with the highs, never too low with the lows.

And I think for me, I realize, no, not after a high, I'm going to have a low.

Yeah.

It's just going to be.

I think for me, I enjoy the moment and then I try and move on as quick as possible.

So for example, the Euros, I enjoyed the next week and really enjoyed celebrating with the girls because I think after 22, I realized we might not ever get this moment again of celebrating like this.

So enjoy it for what it is.

And then as soon as it's done, I can switch on to the next thing.

instead of worrying if something negative is going to happen after that.

So I think for me, I enjoy that moment for what it is and able to then move on to the next thing very quickly and have my goals set on something else.

Because when I enjoy the moment too much and then don't have focus on the next thing, I think that's when I start to think, right, is it going to be bad?

So it takes out my control.

Yeah and I think that was the risk that I took not knowing when I could feel that happiness again don't get me wrong being around my teammates I love every one of them and I love being around them and that was what was making me happy.

But I think for me, when I got home, because I'd put on a brave face within an environment and I want to be the best teammate I could possibly be.

And I loved being around the girls and that really made me feel happy.