Christian Huff

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1,093 appearances 6 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 6d ago

Christian Huff’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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But then when you're married, he tries to keep you.

Like, I can look back at my life throughout middle school, high school, like years when I was so wrapped up in that.

Like...

There was always a sense of like shame in it, but the shame was never conviction.

Like I can think about being in high school and all of my worldly buddies that were just crazy.

Like we would always talk about pornography, but it was always like you always felt gross and you always felt bad for like, why am I so like...

Like, why is this such a huge... Like, why am I so attracted to this?

Like, why do I always want to go do this?

But then, like, this is being completely vulnerable.

I can remember times in high school...

this might be TMI, but I'm just going to share it.

Like I would literally be doing homework, stop doing homework, go watch porn, come back, finish homework.

And I'd be like, well, I was like, what am I doing?

Like, this is just terrible.

Like, why am I doing this?

Like, but I'm saying that to say there was something in me that's like, I know I shouldn't be doing this, but it was the shame aspect of it.

And I felt dirty.

I felt gross, whatever.

But there was no like conviction from it.

Like the shame hadn't translated into conviction until after I really got

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